Scars

I am in a dark place, there are cages inside there are women fighting violently with men who are sexually assaulting them. I am walking past hoping nobody notices me and tries to make me get into a cage. I am wearing a long heavy skirt I feel somewhat protected. I get to the back where I enter from above and come down into a room, on the way in I pass two beautiful, soulful women who are dressed very poorly they are sitting on the steps looking into a book together talking. I pick up a hat, it is coming apart I write a blessing into the lining of the hat for my cousin and his partner. His sister and some other family which I have not seen for a long time arrive, she notices something moving on my arm under my skin. It is a little turtle I squeeze the skin around it and it comes out, I look through the window and the turtle is outside there is light outside it is a grand tortoise, there is also a dolphin which has a dead fish attached to it with a rope, presumably to feed on at some point. There’s another sea creature perhaps a whale out there also. They are all making their way up a steep concrete path. I look at my arms there are more scars, they all came from me.
I am at my mothers house I am cleaning it but it keeps getting messy. I also dreamed that I was cleaning two other people’s house, one who i don’t know very well and the other a friend who’s husband is very ill in waking life. In my dream I cleaned her house to the 38th floor…

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Biscuits and Bullets

I am walking down the street It is dark, I am scared. I cross to the right side of the road. I am holding a gun, It does not work, there are people I am trying to avoid, they are dangerous. I am trying to conceal myself within a group of people and pass the immediate danger. I get to a shelter there are people there. I share some biscuits with them, giving everyone a small portion. I see through the windows tanks approaching. Men, soldiers wearing green uniforms and helmets get out and start shooting at us. Bullets are flying around everywhere.

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